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I imagine there are Advent calendars everywhere
with the first doors now standing open. Whilst some will reveal scripture verses, one of my grown up granddaughters is working her way through a Minnie Mouse one. It has the added attraction
of laying a daily chocolate trail right up to Christmas.
I don't know how can she resist opening all the doors at once! I keep away from chocolate temptation (at least calendar -wise), and follow an Advent Retreat. If this is something you have never thought to do,
you can find the one I follow click on
Advent Retreat
and you will not be transported to a monastic cell for a week,
but will be gently led to exploring
Ignatian meditation in a way that enables you
to use however much or little time you have
to deepen and strengthen your inner life.
In my initial time with the meditation on
the Annunciation narrative
I found myself again engaging with the notion of doors,
which has stayed with me since my post
Opportunity Knocks.
There are a succession of doors,
real and metaphorical,
which mark our progress through life as surely
as the hands of the clock.
From the earliest doors which lead us inexorably away
from the innocence and vulnerability of childhood,
on to the doors we need to pass through
in our search for meaning and identity
right to the end of our lives,
we are always moving.
Wherever we are on the journey
there are doors ahead of us standing ajar waiting, though we may be totally unaware of them.
Mary could not have been
the Holy Spirit was to come upon herexpecting an angel the day Gabriel brought the stupendous news
to implant
a new and holy life within her.
In her apparent ordinariness,
the fullness of who she was meant
she held nothing back.
Beyond her initial fear and unpreparedness,
young as she was,
lay the ripeness of an open heart
which could say
"Yes",
even to the dark unknown beyond the door
which was about to fully open before her. The extraordinary trust which enabled her to let go of all control of her future with the words "Let it be to me according to your word" have resonated with me all through this past year since last Advent. If we feel the doors of life haven't opened to us as we need, or as we feel they should; or that we have become trapped in a place where no doors will open to us, Let it be...
If we are convinced
there are no more doors for us,
that we have traveled as far as we are able,
or come as far as we will ever be allowed to go,
Let it be...
because we no longer feel we have the strengthWhen we have come at last to a place of shelter, where we have sojourned safe, and cannot think to leave, or when we long to return to some sweet remembered thing rather than press on, Let it be... Even if we don't want more doors to lie ahead or the desire to go on, even then we can put our trust in the future by releasing the weight of our expectations from our own shoulders. Let it be ...
Who knew The Beatles were such good theologians!
However we feel about it, until our last breath there will always be one more threshold beckoning.
Be Blessed
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"He showed me something small, no bigger than a hazelnut,... I thought: What can this be? I was amazed that it could last,...I thought because of its littleness, it would suddenly have fallen into nothing. ,... It lasts and always will, because God loves it; and thus everything has being through the love of God." Julian of Norwich
Saturday, 8 December 2012
Advent Doors - Facing the Future
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